I don't wonder why I was abandoned. It's practically just as impossible to raise a child now as it was back in the day.
"What we need are more people who specialize in the impossible," reminds Theodore Roethke.
Instead of luring away left-behind minority students under 35 to join military, carrying on The Great Devouring (rape), how Romany refer to what most call The Holocaust, instead of enslaving y/our youth spending precious energy (like youth) and resources (like youth) on space program preparing to abandon mother earth and/or fight another down-out-alien-terrorist, obliviously instigating/perpetuating how me and the others were initially abused, neglected and orphaned,.....
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.....MAYBE we could adopt success for one and all while transmuting to love all violence cycles ASAP by changing military/police into peace force, paying desirous parents to raise their kids simultaneously earning them all a bachelors, masters, and free ph.d. in tolerance + specialties. Haven't you seen/heard/felt the mother of all fights/hate/intolerance/violence/wars before even leaving "the house": across planet earth within majority of family - national - spiritual programs/content/curriculum in the present - past, youth are
guilted/shamed with
mastery/control to sacrifice for the parent/business/church/school/sport/nation or else
lose, have
identityintimatelyrejected,
grieve?
On non-violence, truth and his 9 other vows, Gandhi reminds: home is the first university and parents are the teachers.
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footnotes from m'self to our'selves, Kaale/Mustalainen/Black/FinnishRomanyGypsyme part of "my""werk" is "play to stay alive". please don't tell me to refine refine refine thanks for that superior, holocaustic train of thought underscores the extent of exclusion slavery to this day; and that my exercise is to spit it out this shit finally in the first place. adopt a draft, rough, incomplete, kind of like me, god only knows if this is close to conveyance and please pardon sarcasm, hate, intolerance, violence, danger steer clear, that's my amygdala fearfully reacting to ongoing racism/loss/abuse/neglect. what? did u think that's who i truly am? there's that erase-ism, racism again. me, too; I kin relate. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. And thank you. I love you all, Spirit, and Ho'oponopono. EXHIBIT A) ads on billboards/computer/public T.V. for military/reserve, manipulating left behind youth/family (virtual adoptees, unrecovered abused, neglected orphans) with promises of belonging, pride, education, service, travel. This is a very sick and violent program/curriculum we, the people operate; I know why the "toddler" - "teen" - "terrorist" rage, president - perp, king queen tyrant, too. EXHIBIT B)
EXHIBIT C) Overcoming each
loss, every human adopts new knowledge, aspirations, behaviors, attitudes, skills, animals, babies, cultures, success, etc. for life worth living as needed/wanted/desired as life and that person keep changing here, there and beyond, while negotiating social contracts with those people, places, things adopted, and dancing with predictable cards:
guilt/shame,
mastery/control,
rejection,
identity,
intimacy,
grief. EXHIBIT D) For shits, giggles and redirection, compare insignia for U.S. Space Force to Arcturian - Syrian, etc EXHIBIT E) U heard story of a warring planet whose inhabitants destroyed it, violently leaving it behind as "for the best", moving on without conscience to re-seed that holocaustic mission onto other galactic orbs for sad spells?
