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The Rape Before the Rape
Emotional, verbal rape happen before and/or without physical rape, from the most un/usual suspects, like me when I was a slave and did not even know it.As a whitewashed p.o.c. finally able to admit...
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Common Denominator and Data Driven Dialogue
I'M SO CURIOUS how to adopt success for one and all (instead of how past - present "success" stands across fields around the world, autocracy - democracy, violently "adopted" for only the select few...
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I have so much anger in my heart right now.It's not mine, yet still it festers in my heart and mind. It's 2:45 in the morning.I am so angry at systemic racism, abuse/neglect my family and friends...
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How Have You Been Applying Fighting Spirit as if its Adoption Spirit?
It'd be one thing if the violently intolerant people abusing/neglecting/hating on me were enemies, but they are not; they are my family, friends, community members who also happen to be sweet loves...
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Abort Mission to Destroy. Transmute Life-Alienating Social Contracts Now.
Triggered by "independence day" that is a farce and people partying on, Garth, anoche "my" amygdala was feeling highly disappointed in family and friends.That was not fair. And it was.On one hand,...
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Bloody Menstruation Magic
DAY 1, fair warning, this could bleed on for days.Did not know how or when I would re-enter society when I fled teaching career in 2009. Rumor had it I was crazy. Not unlike when Fairfax, VA teacher...
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I Know Why the Terrorist Rages
When i see/hear U.S.A., Russia, and China, especially in the same sentence, I think: these are the three nations that adopt the majority of the world's abused, neglected, orphans while adhering to...
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A practicing psychic medium, some times I study with "The Ghostwhisperer". Season 4 Episode 5 "Bloodlines", predictably-but-not trickles down into Episode 6 "Imaginary Friends and Enemies". Pushing a...
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I Don't Wonder Why I Was Abandoned.
I don't wonder why I was abandoned. It's practically just as impossible to raise a child now as it was back in the day. "What we need are more people who specialize in the impossible," reminds...
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Heel Heal
Masks, to wear or not, sparking controversy to the point some feel civil war reminds me of an overcrowded-out-of-control-classroom, supermarket cart full of kid pushed by screaming mom, AND the...
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What Happens When Sacrifice Turns into a Guilt Trip?
Why are we constantly being asked in private - public spaces to feel sorry for military, police, mothers, fathers, folk who agreed to make the sacrifice, to not guilt and shame the rest of us?What if...
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Doctors' Lollipops
Maybe u seen m'claim, that I know why the toddler - teen - terrorist - tyrant rage. Loss. bari*čej*psy~woman*child*with*vision, eye see soul. know u r but what am i U Swami Guru Me 2What most delays...
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I Know U R But What Am I? Fearful, Grief-Struck-By-Loss Amygdala Cycles...
Rockets shoot off into space left, right, front, center; meanwhile, parents still be left behind like WTF.Has this lump of coal turned into a diamond, yet?Only thing that makes it okay for people to...
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A Queen of Spades Calling a Spade a Spade
Not here to cater to your whims and desires, but perhaps I kin help you play your cards.Careful for what you wish.Seems past - present on mother earth: 24/7 parents ask each other - strangers what to...
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What If Knowledge Eradicates "Evil"? What If Wisdom Transmutes Violence?
when I fled almost everything to save my life, 2009 around this time of year, 2 things I did: 1) attend Gypsy Lore Society annual meeting (which happened to be in Helsinki, Finland) to learn more about...
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Shuffling Constitution
Hermit crossing m'path once, twice, three times this week reminds of lifestyle these days I tend keep.I cannot waste another minute on "war" - "who done it" programming, for at the bottom of every...
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Nose Knows Mind Yours
Boundaries and free will are things..... that have been tossed off for fun like colorful, sparkly confetti.Spirit helped pick the first pictured card and the rest,leaving me to translate or not as...
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Last Last Last Call
Stopped watching "the news" religiously after eye-witnessing jumpers the day twin towers tumbled.FREE WILLBy accident I heard an evening headline todayreminiscent of proud, authoritative, militarized...
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CUT OFF CULTURE CREW
As one who contemplate/d work in sex rings, military, suicide, you know, live free or die, eye see now that's how we, the people and beyond been programmed, with end in mind, backwards design, fucking...
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Cannot Get Out. So How to Be In?
big ideas,essential questions,enduring understandings,sustainable education, disciplines,curriculum,content,knowledge,skills,standards,assessments,evidence,sequencing,pacing,scalable biz, box-a-month...
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Roma Crossing Borders Establish Boundaries?
profound sadness,well, that's deep.like pit of despair. (first card is a take away from NonViolent Communication series)abuse, neglect, racism hurt like hell. just another mourning of abused, neglected...
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Gunning for the Nobel Peace Prize? Make Sure You Know Your Classroom.
"Thank you, but I am no longer in need of that kind of support," Seth Meyers reported in an interview which i did not stop to cite he said something like this to his parents, in response to what I...
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and what is my will if i can't tell you all of my name? invisible boundaries
Now that the blinders and chains are off, I no longer get on board with the "good" fight and cutting people out of my life; that's how my life began abused, neglected orphaned and systemically ever...
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Tapestries and Magic Carpets. What Do People Do All Day?
mass murder, too many crows to count, caw Draculacute little snake, not black or green but some where in between themhead of a rakesmell of a skunkslow roll2 turkeys false starting, then waiting to...
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I Got the Word: Time to Roll
10 September 2020, I got the word: time to roll. I am sorry for any/all discomfort/pain caused by my expression on social media like FB since 2009, and everywhere else in between before and after...
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