When i see/hear U.S.A., Russia, and China, especially in the same sentence, I think: these are the three nations that adopt the majority of the world's abused, neglected, orphans while adhering to cut-off-culture that abandoned them initially.
When i see/hear of the space race, I think: we are rapists, raping mother earth and moving on to father sky, inserting like a dick without consent, jacking off whenever the feeling comes, without tending to the left behind the bloody, sticky mess,instead of resisting that fucking urge, sending it through the crown, in order to adopt success for one and all, not just the fucking phat prick.
Space race also reminds me about planet of war that destroyed itself, and then colonized mother earth.
I don't need to expand war into space wasting precious energy; the enemy is inside of me dying for love.
as far as east is from west is how far transgression is removed from us. Psalm, 103:12
we have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; we have received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry: thanks god for helping us all, even the rapists inside of us. Romans 8:15
photo of me in on front steps of Petaluma Historical Museum for Roma: Crossing the Borders exhibit courtesy of Brad Burbank all rights reserved
GOD BLESS IT ALL OF THE SUDDEN GOOGLE BLOGGING JUST BECAME VERY VERY COMPLICATED WHERE BEFORE IT SEEMED ALMOST MINDLESS. I AM UNFAMILIAR WITH THIS NEW INTERFACE, TOLERANCE TEST, TESTING TOLERANCE, MERCY, GRACE, PRUDENCE, PLEASE PARDON THE GAPS THANKS, CUE HUEY LEWIS AND THE NEWS "I WANT A NEW DRUG" TO HELP PLAY THROUGH PERHAPS JAH JAH HOOEY GLORY B ALELUJAH THIS WAS RELEASED WHEN I FLED ALMOST EVERYTHING TO SAVE MY LIFE, FIND MY HEART https://youtu.be/N6uEMOeDZsA footnotes from m'self to our'selves, Kaale/Mustalainen/Black/FinnishRomanyGypsyme part of "my""werk" is "play to stay alive". please don't tell me to refine refine refine thanks for that superior, holocaustic train of thought underscores the extent of exclusion - slavery to this day; and that my exercise is to spit it out this shit finally in the first place. adopt a draft, rough, incomplete, kind of like me, god only knows if this is close to conveyance and please pardon sarcasm, hate, intolerance, violence, danger steer clear, that's my amygdala fearfully reacting to ongoing racism/loss/abuse/neglect. what? did u think that's who i truly am? there's that erase-ism, racism again. me, too; I kin relate. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. And thank you. I love you all, Spirit, and Ho'oponopono. prepreexhibition) https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2018/11/crazy-evil-are-not-really-people.html PRE-EXHIBITION) https://landofartmonastery.blogspot.com/2019/02/the-adoption-papers.html EXHIBIT A)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2016/04/confessions-of-international-adoptee.html EXHIBIT B)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2015/10/last-call.html EXHIBIT C) https://landofartmonastery.blogspot.com/2020/03/last-last-call.html EXHIBIT D)https://landofartmonastery.blogspot.com/2020/04/toe-tags.html EXHIBIT E) https://landofartmonastery.blogspot.com/2020/03/slave-to-love.html EXHIBIT F)https://landofartmonastery.blogspot.com/2020/02/how-to-leave-behind-no-youth-elder_29.html EXHIBIT G) https://landofartmonastery.blogspot.com/2020/02/social-contract-theory-individualized.html EXHIBIT H)https://landofartmonastery.blogspot.com/2020/02/cut-off-culture-versus-adoption-spirit.html EXHIBIT I)https://landofartmonastery.blogspot.com/2020/01/free-will-price-of-adoption.html EXHIBIT J)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2018/09/folk-art-folkart-celebrate-play.html EXHIBIT K)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2018/09/hurt-people-hurt-so-tolerance-is-inside.html EXHIBIT L)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2018/09/whose-line-is-it-anyway-dopt-draft.html EXHIBIT M)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2018/09/standards-snafu-part-ew-dopt-draft.html EXHIBIT N)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2018/11/safety-meetings-dopt-draft.html EXHIBIT O)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2018/01/living-in-land-of-free-grief-toning.html EXHIBIT P)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2016/12/cede-my-faultcede-mile-failte.html EXHIBIT Q)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2016/07/magic-carpet-ride.html EXHIBIT R)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2016/06/uncle-sams-bully-abandon-big-stick.html EXHIBIT S)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2016/07/how-adoptee-and-family-even-nation-can.html EXHIBIT T) https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2016/03/life-guard.html EXHIBIT U)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2015/12/www-learning-curves-mmmm.html EXHIBIT V)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2015/12/prepost-adoption-assumptions-assessment.html EXHIBIT W)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2015/12/sos-pardon-me-for-abandoning-protocols.html EXHIBIT X)https://rromanireparationsg.blogspot.com/2015/10/confessions-of-international-adoptee.html EXHIBIT Y)https://gypsymythdebunked.blogspot.com/p/ask-gypsy-with-love-this-rrom-purpose.html EXHIBIT Z)https://sites.google.com/site/gypsymythdebunked/ p.s. 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FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME, THOSE OVERCOMING SYSTEMIC ABUSE, ACCESSING HIGHER LEVEL RESOURCES - TASKS WHILE DAILY FACING ABUSE/NEGELCT/RACISM IS LOW ON TOTEM POLE COMPARED TO SURVIVAL. please don't blame me for not knowing thanks. god willing it all works out, maybe i find a new drug, like Huey Lewis and the News sing suggest. I don't want to get mad, i just want to express this current frustration I face today in attempting to do my work, writing my path away from modern day slavery. Getting mad not only breaks down my already compromised health and wellness, but is how my life began orphaned and systemically ever since as bipoc adoptee, so summoning adoption spirit magic now I am. thanks god for helping us all, supremely inferior - superior. p.p.s. in 2009, when i began to blog, leave behindin like trail of cookie crumbs my run for freedom, i could not even verbalize then how I chose to not use ads a stream of income, for how ads triggers the likes of me, abused, neglected, bipoc orpham adopted into parallel cut off culture that abandoned me initially.
