Boundaries and free will are things.
.... that have been tossed off for fun like colorful, sparkly confetti.
Like earlier today: IG post about Travellers suicides and lack of government intervention-response hitting close to home. At times, my grief-struck-by-loss amygdala thinks I'd be better off dead than face ongoing the ongoing abuse that just won't seem to transmute. Maybe u know, live free or die.
Adoptee, gypsy, Gypsy, Romany, traveler, Traveller, some times the same, other times lots of explaining.
explaining
pre/post adoption assumptions assessment, another draft
abused, neglected orphan "adopted" changes for families and nations to their delight yet then 4x more likely to suicide, not to mention lash out, homicide, overdose, flunk out of school, family, society grossly misdiagnosed and mistreated.
The way we think and act kin change that STAT.
Talk about the loss/abuse/neglect that has been swept under the carpet bottom - top,
before raping free will even more by delving into our mental health like we need to learn our lessons.
We already suffered profound loss/es.
Please stop interpreting our grief reaction/s as crime - mental illness for that steals away even more of our dignity, equity, and justice thanks.
Adherents to cut-off-culture telling people how to care for mental health amounts to gas-lighting; please, transmute intolerance, hate, violence, delayed development bred by your loss instead, thanks.
At a glance, "mental health/illness" may seem like correct relief, but long term this approach offers little mercy, dignity, equity, justice, joy or peace for there the loss is, still reeming bloody ass, along with every body else now, like, "haha, nany nany booboo, u can't catch me even if you wanted to."
My amygdala speaks rough. I apologize for the offense in my defense.
pls thx, blow like kiss "nonsense" back to universe for it to do its work: cosmic composting; me, too.
yin yang begin again let's get serious i know u r but what am i reflections of u love
Incurably mentally ill therefore not in possession of life worth living, that was the call on Romany by 19th century shrink and magistrate, the logic adopted by 20th century regime to use Romany as test run to the Final Solution during O Baro Porrajmos - A Great Devouring (Rape), how Romany refer to what most others know as the Holocaust, and the same "common sense" adopted by xyzpdq around the world relatively indiscriminately bottom - top - bottom in the 21st century. Talk about 2020.
pre-pre-exhibition) we have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; we have received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry: thanks god for helping us all ~Romans 8:15 as far as east is from west is how far transgression is removed from us ~Psalm 103:12
EXHIBIT A)
With devastating results, amygdala schools us incorrectly to identify/treat folk -suffering from delayed development, intolerance, hate, violence bred by untreated loss- as lazy crazy dumb evil who should know better.
.... that have been tossed off for fun like colorful, sparkly confetti.
Spirit helped pick the first pictured card and the rest,
leaving me to translate or not as needed,
ahead of time and after the fact, please forgive fractured translation for the first one thanks
i don't speak fluent Finnish which triggers me,
-on top of already obvious triggers, we not gonna rehash again here now-
kunnia = honor, tahto = will, velvlollisuus = obligation,
leaving me to translate or not as needed,
ahead of time and after the fact, please forgive fractured translation for the first one thanks
i don't speak fluent Finnish which triggers me,
-on top of already obvious triggers, we not gonna rehash again here now-
kunnia = honor, tahto = will, velvlollisuus = obligation,
words manipulating Finnish youth/family
to compulsory military defense service
for a spell during late adolescence,
to compulsory military defense service
for a spell during late adolescence,
you know,
around mother earth,
around mother earth,
18 year olds and younger are judged by national - familial law as adult,
as to keep rotating the sex rings and killing fields,
to instill such duty, honor and will as that.
this is very confusing but not.
Think I can be involved, poke my nose/knows into people life-posts, saying this and that, realize eye trip triggers, cross cut-off-culture lines, retreat, repent, recant. again.this is very confusing but not.
Like earlier today: IG post about Travellers suicides and lack of government intervention-response hitting close to home. At times, my grief-struck-by-loss amygdala thinks I'd be better off dead than face ongoing the ongoing abuse that just won't seem to transmute. Maybe u know, live free or die.
Adoptee, gypsy, Gypsy, Romany, traveler, Traveller, some times the same, other times lots of explaining.
explaining
pre/post adoption assumptions assessment, another draft
abused, neglected orphan "adopted" changes for families and nations to their delight yet then 4x more likely to suicide, not to mention lash out, homicide, overdose, flunk out of school, family, society grossly misdiagnosed and mistreated.
The way we think and act kin change that STAT.
Talk about the loss/abuse/neglect that has been swept under the carpet bottom - top,
before raping free will even more by delving into our mental health like we need to learn our lessons.
We already suffered profound loss/es.
Please stop interpreting our grief reaction/s as crime - mental illness for that steals away even more of our dignity, equity, and justice thanks.
Adherents to cut-off-culture telling people how to care for mental health amounts to gas-lighting; please, transmute intolerance, hate, violence, delayed development bred by your loss instead, thanks.
At a glance, "mental health/illness" may seem like correct relief, but long term this approach offers little mercy, dignity, equity, justice, joy or peace for there the loss is, still reeming bloody ass, along with every body else now, like, "haha, nany nany booboo, u can't catch me even if you wanted to."
My amygdala speaks rough. I apologize for the offense in my defense.
pls thx, blow like kiss "nonsense" back to universe for it to do its work: cosmic composting; me, too.
yin yang begin again let's get serious i know u r but what am i reflections of u love
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I learn to tread more carefully in the halls of modern day mental health for the likes of this catch 22. |
"We" may have won wars for "freedom",
but around mother earth
relatively unchecked
the
fascist-holocaustic-slave-train
of
terror-thought
chugs on down
generational lines
throughout private and public blocks,
prettily labeled:
for the best, correct, superior,
because ... s/he thought s/he could?
Extracted from We Are the Romani People, Chapter 4 ROMANIES AND THE HOLOCAUST: A REEVALUATION AND AN OVERVIEW Ian Hancock .....maybe lessons
to-accommodate-not-alienate-life
have been abandoned,
left behind
neglected
yet to be adopted
in part
because
Romany-Sinti,
all kumpaniya-tribes,
even Travellers,
and so many other beautiful beings of the universe,
are still excluded from
life - K-12 standards/books.
schooled to stop crying or else,
after decades of that bind-curse-hold,
it's a relief to be in touch with myself finally
first tribes affirm: tears are rainbows to your soul.
Spirited Artist & Teacher Maria Forland upholds: part of our job while here on planet earth is to feel.
after decades of that bind-curse-hold,
it's a relief to be in touch with myself finally
first tribes affirm: tears are rainbows to your soul.
Spirited Artist & Teacher Maria Forland upholds: part of our job while here on planet earth is to feel.
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footnotes from m'self to our'selves, Kaale/Mustalainen/Black/FinnishRomanyGypsyme
part of "my""werk" is "play to stay alive and thrive".
part of my exercise is to spit it out,
shit out this shit finally in the first place.
please don't tell me to refine refine refine thanks
for that superior, holocaustic train of thought
underscores extent of exclusion and slavery to this day thanks
adopt a draft, rough, incomplete, kind of like me,
god only knows if this is close to conveyance
and please pardon sarcasm, hate, intolerance, violence,
danger steer clear, that's my amygdala fearfully reacting to ongoing racism/loss/abuse/neglect.
what?
did u think that's who i truly am?
there's that erase-ism, racism again.
me, too; I kin relate.
I'm sorry. Please forgive me. And thank you. I love you all, and Ho'oponopono.
eye love u, Spirit, thank u for helping me pull the cards included in this post
pre-pre-exhibition) we have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; we have received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry: thanks god for helping us all ~Romans 8:15 as far as east is from west is how far transgression is removed from us ~Psalm 103:12
pre-exhibition) on the alchemy of learning.....Every human being adopts relevant knowledge, aspirations, skills, attitudes, behaviors, animals, babies, cultures, etc. for life needed, wanted, desired to overcome each/every loss, as life and that being keep changing here + there + beyond, while dancing with 6 predictable cards: guilt and shame, mastery and control, rejection, identity, intimacy, grief.
With devastating results, amygdala schools us incorrectly to identify/treat folk -suffering from delayed development, intolerance, hate, violence bred by untreated loss- as lazy crazy dumb evil who should know better.
case in point, from his beginning to now, how donald trump was abused/neglected/abandoned by his parents, cast off to military school by more abuse/neglect in the name of god/nation, he came out exactly as programmed. Now the ones screaming loudest to get him out of the office most resemble him and his abusers.
This is how eye see our whole justice system royally fucked, instigating/perpetuating violence it claims to end.
Seriously, US justice system adopts success only for the select few who manage to look and act a certain way.
Last time I checked, that amounts to not a democracy.
Of course, folk bottom - top are acting out as they are.
A fine not gross change of approach makes worlds of difference.
DA DA DISCONNECT
Accommodate, Love, to Imagine Peace
Accommodate Learning Curves for Life, Leaders
For One and All, even the seemingly apparently inferior and evil
Imagine: You are a Teacher of Teens in America
THE LEFT BEHIND STANDARD
Safety Meetings a-dopt a-draft
THE ADOPTION PAPERS
last, last call
Seriously, US justice system adopts success only for the select few who manage to look and act a certain way.
Last time I checked, that amounts to not a democracy.
Of course, folk bottom - top are acting out as they are.
A fine not gross change of approach makes worlds of difference.
DA DA DISCONNECT
Accommodate, Love, to Imagine Peace
Accommodate Learning Curves for Life, Leaders
For One and All, even the seemingly apparently inferior and evil
Imagine: You are a Teacher of Teens in America
THE LEFT BEHIND STANDARD
Safety Meetings a-dopt a-draft
THE ADOPTION PAPERS
last, last call
EXHIBIT B)
God, u know all the self-selected people/nations beholden to care who lack tolerance, unable to accommodate/adopt the likes of abused, neglected BIPOC orphan me, bc their own untreated loss stands in the way, so all I kin do is pray.
we have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; we have received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry: thanks god for helping us all, even the ones running in to save the day but then complaining about what assholes we are..... and even the ones complaining about what assholes we are and killing us to put us out of our misery. ~Romans 8:15
we have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; we have received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry: thanks god for helping us all, even the ones running in to save the day but then complaining about what assholes we are..... and even the ones complaining about what assholes we are and killing us to put us out of our misery. ~Romans 8:15
EXHIBIT C)
Have you been applying fighting spirit as if it's adoption? That's the problem we kin fix.
EXHIBIT D)
Today is 300th anniversary of France's Declaration of the Rights of Man & Citizen. Given the actions of that state, apparently, those high ideals of equality have been teleported ...like their Rroma...
EXHIBIT E)
Relatively familiar with rejection and the shun, (that's how my life began orphaned and systemically ever since adopted), I had to get over my need for belonging and acceptance to keep the traveling tolerance exhibit I am, even though success hinges on those things and I love them all. better off dead? This rough draft of an article was released 3 days prior under different title: "How Adoptee and Family, Even Nation, Can Ensure Health and Wellness, Equity and Justice". If life is for learning and no body is perfect then no body should know better. Talk amongst about tolerance, the alchemy of life long learning expanding time and space to dream the impossible as we dance with loss and 10 predictable accompanying cards of grief, rejection, guilt and shame, mastery and control, intimacy, identity, delayed development, intolerance, hate, violence, while simultaneously adopting new knowledge, aspirations, skills, attitudes, behaviors, animals, babies, cultures, etc with respectful, mutual consent for life needed/wanted/desired as life and we keep changing here, there and beyond. 21st century underground railroad
EXHIBIT F)
The fact that USA Russia china adopt majority of world's orphans while fighting wars for freedom sets alarms off in my head.
to overcome that din, right behind jumping in with his bell mantra, Brother Thích Nhất Hạnh
"Mind, body, speech in perfect one-ness, I send my heart along with the sound of the bell. May hearers awaken from forgetfulness and transcend all anxiety and sorrow."
ring-a-ding-a-ding
hear the children sing
EXHIBIT G)
".....Presidents, professionals, even parents wrongly expect the adoptee not to act out now that s/he been "saved" through adoption, incorrectly assuming the adoptee is out of line, ungrateful, and in need of "tough love". These kind hearted people with good intent do not realize these wrong assumption trigger instead of correct, leaving adoptees behind again and again and the family/nations bewildered.....~excerpt from one of m'blogs, Rromni Ramparts, 4July2016 post "Better Off Dead", released initially 72 hours prior under title "How Adoptee and Nation Can Ensure Health and Wellness, Equity and Justice" or something like that
EXHIBIT H) first title of the draft of a draft "Tolerance May Reach New Heights. What If The Alchemy of Life Long Learning Defies "Evil", "Dumb", "Crazy", "Lazy", "Ass" and the like?"
EXHIBIT I) on nonviolence, truth and his 9 other vows, Gandhi reminds: home is first university and parents are the teachers. On the enemy, homeland security, and adoption spirit magic >>---> What if instead of paying y/our youth to join government business military space force, we pay parents + family to earn a free ph.d. in tolerance + specialties of their choice from home?
EXHIBIT I) on nonviolence, truth and his 9 other vows, Gandhi reminds: home is first university and parents are the teachers. On the enemy, homeland security, and adoption spirit magic >>---> What if instead of paying y/our youth to join government business military space force, we pay parents + family to earn a free ph.d. in tolerance + specialties of their choice from home?