I'M SO CURIOUS how to adopt success for one and all (instead of how past - present "success" stands across fields around the world, autocracy - democracy, violently "adopted" for only the select few who manage to look and act a certain way) while simultaneously transmuting violence cycles.
After being left behind violently yesterday by yet another friend, I'm feeling heartbroken again.
If life is for learning, and no body is perfect, then maybe no body "should know better".
What would you do if as a newborn you were cast out of your home, for Romaphobia, you know, antiGypsyism, in a country with past of barring Romany birth-s AND THEN as a baby you were adopted into a white family and moved into another nation where to this day Romany hide for fear of their lives, as well as being excluded from K-12 standards and school books?
![]()
What would you do if you were adopted into the same cut-off-culture that orphaned you initially?
![]()
Adoptee changes for
nations and families to their delight
but then 4x more likely to suicide,
not to mention lash out, homicide,
flunk out of school, family, society
grossly misdiagnosed and mistreated.
The way u think and act can change that stat.
(2009 Gypsy Lore Conference, Helsinki, Finland, 2009, President Tarja Halonen at the podium)
Romany are left out of U.S. - European K-12 standards and school books to this day
(quadruple check your states - nations).
I did not learn until 2012, age 41, that Romany were used as test run for Final Solution,
deemed incurably mentally ill not in possession of life worth living by a shrink and magistrate.
I have sense if that data was in "our" standards and school books,
less people would think/act like a slave-holding Hitler, judging/treating others as crazy, dumb, evil.
This is some of what is missing from "our" history books,
thank you Ambassador Ian Hancock for minding the gap
please don't tell me to refine thanks
for my exercise is to spit it out finally in the first place.
adopt a draft,
rough, incomplete,
kind of like me,
god only knows if this is close to conveyance
and please pardon sarcasm, hate, intolerance, violence,
danger steer clear,
that's my amygdala fearfully reacting to ongoing loss/trauma/abuse/neglect.
what? did u think that's who i truly am? there's that erase-ism, racism again. me, too; I kin relate.
I'm sorry.
Please forgive me.
And thank you.
I love you all,
Spirit,
and
Ho'oponopono.
footnote from m'self to m'self
EXHIBIT A)
believe it or not,
this blog established in 2009, and its accompanying websites/blogs,
align with K-12 standards in language arts, math, and history,
among others disciplines,
like world languages, arts, music,
you know how Gypsy are everywhere
hiding.
Many of us,
we like to be called
Romany
instead of Gypsy/gypsy,
please thank u,
ask us our kumpaniya/tribe for more fun.
EXHIBIT B)
EXHIBIT C)
EXHIBIT D)
we have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear;
we have received the spirit of adoption,
whereby we cry:
thanks god for helping us all, even the loves that actually believe us crazy, dumb, evil, hateful beings.
Romans 8:15
how to say the above and below scriptures in your languages?
as far as east is from west is how far transgression is removed from us Psalm 103:12
EXHIBIT E)
It's fucking difficult to be polite when you are in pain.
SO, those coming to the rescue need not take maltreatment personally, or call in shrink judge.
EXHIBIT F)
what if mercy jubilee + evolution revolution = justice, joy, peace on earth and beyond?
danger steer clear, breathe easy, celebrate, as u wish, mourn what is
EXHIBIT H)
I sense animals/land may most appreciate this accommodation without being able to express.
Please consider immediate redistribution
firework and "Independence Day" funds
to all abused, neglected, orphaned newborn - elder people, places, things in y/our "community"
that we, the People of the USA have "adopted" as "free", FINLAND, TOO:
animals, land, Indigenous all tribes, Africans, Asians, Latino, women, handi-capable, diseased, homeless, LGBTQ, Middle Eastern, Palestinian, Jews, "gypsies" of the world, too, including Romany all kumpaniya, so on and so forth (of course, adopt a draft, rough and incomplete, kind of like me).
EXHIBIT G)
The way u think and act can change this stat:
adoptee changes for
nations and families to their delight
but then 4x more likely to suicide,
not to mention lash out, homicide,
flunk out of school, family, society
grossly misdiagnosed and mistreated.
EXHIBIT H)
in this article,
a) when i see indigenous
i think of all the indeigenous I know and then that also Romany all kumpaniya is indigenous
(that i, myself who is one failed to recognize during decades I'z white-washed),
and
b) each time eye see reptilian,
I think "amygdala"
as in cut-off-culture's
fearful, grief-struck-by-loss amygdala,
stuck cycling fight-flight-freeze-fuck
delaying/obstructing "free will" from managing "to think" about summoning adoption spirit magic, much less develop academically - culturally as s/he wishes/wants/needs/desires.
and
c) here's some fun excerpts
"...Because in essence what has happened to this planet's body and to the timelines, which humanity is involved in and moving forward, is similar to expressing an invasion process. Where beings decided that humans were asleep at the wheel and that they would control it...."
"....So when that invasion occurred it created a lot of genetic damage and it started to unplug human beings out of their soul consciousness bodies, meaning their light bodies were getting disconnected and they were losing the technology of the information of knowing who they were as multidimensional beings. Meaning that if you don't know you have a light body and someone else is using it, you don't even know to call it back, you don't even know it's missing. And that's what has happened to the planet at this time, is you have a bunch of people that have been recycled into the astral plane over and over again and have lost their spirit bodies. They don't know how to connect to them or get them accessible at some level. So beings like us, that was our job to come down here and to hopefully embody as much of the frequency that we could get down here....."
"....So it's like we're holding any imprint and we don't know if we're going to be able to activate it or not. But we're keeping that a higher genetic pattern alive in the human species so that the future of humanity will be able to hopefully choose to plug this in. Because what happens is if the reptilians kill this DNA off, which is what they're trying to do and have been systematically doing. That's what the genetic discrimination is there are certain tribes on the planet that acted as host tribes, meaning that they were holding certain levels of higher DNA stranding. So as an example the Jewish Holocaust and certain discrimination with other races on the planet are related to destroying genetics. There's a certain genetic material they want obliterated off the planet, because if that genetic material starts to activate the being the DNA and the genetic plugging in of that DNA is part and parcel of consciousness. Meaning if you're DNA is unplugged you're not accessing the higher intelligence dimensions and when you are plugged in you start having awareness that the majority of the human race is not having at this time....."
u know Romany was not included in the "Jewish Holocaust" there
most probably for that "reptile""amygdala" again
how we/Romany are excluded from life - K12 school standards and books, USA and around the world.
"...So when they target us the thing that is bizarre about it, is that it really is impersonal. They don't know us as like Lisa, they just know us for our genetic material. So that group that's down here tends to be either harassed or abducted, or they'll try to take a sample of your genetic material...."
"......The challenge of embodying your spirit has been amplified by the reptilian invasion and this has to do with the genetic manipulation. So their particular agenda is to create a bunch of sheep. They just want workers to carry out a certain agenda that serves them and they pretty much use the planet's resources and the use human beings as energy resources, and filter this off for different purposes. So the planet and human beings are really not getting prana or chi or the life force that belongs to them. That life force is being stolen and siphoned and misdirected somewhere else. So the reason why Sirians came to this planet...."
to free the sleeping slaves, I was one, still unfolding, waking
"....If you do that, meaning that if the being makes a consistent choice, because it doesn't know anything else and pretty much is being enslaved by somebody else that's controlling it, the DNA of the genetic material of that person that beings soul body also starts breaking down. And that being then starts losing higher consciousness ability the ability to move into other fields, the ability to choose other realities, the ability to evolve somewhere. So what we have down here in essence is a bunch of beings that have been stuck in the astral. And the astral has been so damaged and so packed and so covered with density and astral debris, that it's creating damage, not only in the soul bodies but in the planet body and in other beings that are also impacted by this evolution...."
This next chunk resonates,
especially after 2020 seeing that Romany is excluded from Massachusetts U.S. history standards, and feeling systemic racism/abuse/neglect from family/friends/professionals self-selected to care
but too busy nurturing their family of origin like slaves
to be bothered to even consider advocating for world's Blacks, African - Romany, "adoptees""gypsies".
"...They just wanted to take all of the memory away so that nobody remembers who they are or what they are, because clearly in the last 5,000 years they've been going to town down here controlling the place. And even now at this time we have all kinds of extraterrestrial interaction with this planet, and the mind control is so strong that people are terrorized. They don't even want to say anything about this publicly for fear that they're going to be put away, which is something all of us have experienced on this path. And that is the sad part of this is that the reptilians have built in a self-enforcing system, so that other human beings enforce the craziness. And that's really the sadness of it because for beings like us that are down here, we're being attacked by humans and we're being attacked by negative aliens, we're being attacked by everybody. Because nobody understands what were doing here and that has been very difficult in terms of a burden, or that part of us that has felt very isolated...."
"...I even see you at certain times writing it down like if we understand what tarot is and certain archetypes of language you were holding certain archetypes of language. These were either oral traditions that were handed through hierophants or people were petitioning that particular knowledge, which of course has all been pretty much lost down here. Except in what is now called the occult information and a lot of that has been hijacked and is now black magic....."
"...There was an indigo war that began in 2001 that had to do with the 9/11 events. These were when the conflict really started escalating, because they knew that this is the end of the cycle and somebody's going to have to leave here. And they are fighting of course, they are digging in and they are fighting. So this consciousness has been given every opportunity to rehabilitate itself and to move somewhere else. And here we are at the end of this situation and it's still fighting, very much like a feral animal...."
"....It just doesn't want to be rehabilitated and the point of view of these last fanatical diehards is that they are genetically superior to humans. They believe that this planet belongs to them. There really is no rationalizing or attempting to negotiate, it's basically between life and death to them. They have other alternatives but they refuse to take them and they seem to want to take this to the end. So understanding this level of consciousness is an anti-life force, but it also has been possessed by humans that have been possessed by this thought form, and by this consciousness, and nonhuman entities that are also possessed by the thought form...."
ZERO TOLERANCE has reverse effect
"...So when we look at the planet today we're looking at human beings that have lost their humanity and have no idea who they are anymore, and have become possessed by an anti-life consciousness that has been propagated by something that is generally referred to as a reptilian force. So understanding that this is an extraterrestrial phenomena and it is also a force, and that choice obviously is left to us. But what we're looking at and what we're dealing with in humanity and on the planet, which is so difficult, is basically the planet has been infected with something that most human beings are not aware of. They are not aware they are being controlled by that particular infection, so it has been very difficult to bring the genetic and the higher consciousness information here and have beings accept us. Meaning from the human realm, to understand what we're doing here, because obviously the nature of reality that is described to people is completely the opposite....."
"...So I'm feeling like thank God, and I'm very grateful that you have come to this piece with ES and the body of work that we facilitate, because at this point for some reason there are not that many of us here. And I honestly don't know why that is, beings that are doing this level of the work it seems to be still very small in numbers. So just letting know that too, that it really has been difficult to bring this body of work more into the public. And why there aren't more of us able to penetrate the mind control and the attacking, so that we can actually share this with our family is a question I ask every day. But I still get up every day and just do my job and an attempt to do the best I can with what limited resources I have to work with. But in understanding that we do represent a small minority at this time and since 2009 and now more recently since April 2011, the body of the architecture that allows us to operate within a container that supports what were doing is finally here. ...."
"...That you are part of a family that in essence is a part of the family of architects and that ultimately your role has been to assist in the rehabilitation of DNA, to replace the genetic damage that has disconnected people from their spiritual bodies. Because what we do whether we are in the process of healing fields or working with the technologies that you are working with, you are reconnecting people to their spirit bodies. You've been doing this all along however you have been doing it you have been connecting people soul to them....."
EXHIBIT I)
EXHIBIT J)
Adoptee Gaslighting 102:
adoptee says, "I'm heartbroken; another friend/family left me behind due to intolerance/racism."
you advise after sharing sympathy "You know it's for the best. You are better off without them. Those "haters" were no good for you, anyways, even if they are your family/friend."
EXHIBIT K)
all the times I neglected to include/mention Romany to adolescent students to whom I was beholden to teach Social Studies, Spanish, ESL, whatever principal asked, Algebra, Fine Art, Drawing, the list goes on, but who cares,
GUILT AND SHAME
card
predictably pops up,
1 of the 6 with which each human dances while overcoming LOSS to adopt new knowledge, aspirations, behaviors, attitudes, skills, animals, babies, cultures, life worth living as life and person keep changing here, there and beyond. Please be sure to maintain equitable, open social contract with whatever it is the "human" in charge is "adopting" as "free" for liberty and justice for one/all thanks.
REJECTION, MASTERY AND CONTROL, IDENTITY, INTIMACY, GRIEF are the other 5.