footnotes from m'self to ourselves,
Kaale/Mustalainen/Black/FinnishRomanyGypsyadoptedAmericanUSA*me
part of "my""werk" is "play to stay alive and thrive".
part of my exercise is to spit it out,
shit out this shit finally in the first place.
please don't tell me to refine refine refine thanks
for that superior, holocaustic train of thought
underscores extent of exclusion and slavery to this day thanks
adopt a draft, rough, incomplete, kind of like me,
god only knows if this is close to conveyance
and please pardon sarcasm, hate, intolerance, violence,
danger steer clear, that's my amygdala fearfully reacting to ongoing racism/loss/abuse/neglect.
and please pardon sarcasm, hate, intolerance, violence,
danger steer clear, that's my amygdala fearfully reacting to ongoing racism/loss/abuse/neglect.
what?
did u think that's who i truly am?
there's that erase-ism, racism again.
there's that erase-ism, racism again.
me, too; I kin relate.
I'm sorry. Please forgive me. And thank you. I love you all. and Ho'oponopono.
eye love u, Spirit, thank u for helping me draw the cards included in this post
pre-pre-exhibition)
we have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear;
we have received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry:
thanks god for helping us all ~Romans 8:15
as far as east is from west is how far transgression is removed from us ~Psalm 103:12
pre-exhibition)
on the alchemy of learning.....
While dancing with 6 predictable cards (guilt and shame, mastery and control, rejection, identity, intimacy, grief), every human being adopts relevant knowledge, aspirations, skills, attitudes, behaviors, animals, babies, cultures, etc. for life needed, wanted, desired to overcome each/every loss -which also breeds intolerance, hate, violence, delayed academic - cultural development-, as life and that being keep changing here + there + beyond.
EXHIBIT A)
trying to clean up my mess,Where did the peep show begin today 15 September 2020? 9 Sept 2020 flip thru exhibits like tarot, or not. Um, talk about processing, start from the bottom, go thru exhibits backwards for play.
"Adopting this approach is even better than being a genius." LinkedIn lure hooked me, took me to an article "Not born a genius? Don't sweat it" by Alexander Besant, Editor @ Linked In News.
"life long learning" jumped out at me in the intro, reminding me of much, such as:
adoption is a kind language of life long learning,
affirmations, signs, guides,
"A.P. Bio" display of teacher-centered classrooms, really hearty, kind folk, but self-centered to a fault.
One of the reasons children are left behind front, left, right, center on virtually every block around mother earth.
The other? Madness. U know, s/he's really sad, THEN mad.
EXHIBIT B) who knows what day this was?
"...We were gonna have to break some laws to make a revolution...." Alan, in The Sunshine Pill
reminds me of much, like:
WHAT IF evolution revolution + mercy jubilee = joy/peace on earth/beyond?
EXHIBIT C) 10 Sept 20
used to have a hairy little red monster valentine dolly ball that would say "I'm a mad, mad lover." when i dropped it.
EXHIBIT D) 10 Sept 20
what happens when u pass buck expecting abused, neglected, orphans adopted-and-not to carry your baggage? U leave behind somebody else to do your homework, on top of theirs, and shit doesn't get done "right". cases in point, "Tina" - "Trump?"
EXHIBIT E)10 Sept 20
Fuck. Still on my mind. Is that really a standard FB community of 13 year olds - ancianos wants to uphold, fascism? For fuck's sake, I protest. Shhhacrifice, Love
EXHIBIT F) 10 Sept 20
so, many of you are not talking to me, but I still hear you.
please, step off stop kicking dog, thanks.
Who'd think negative of an abused, neglected, orphan adopted-and-not?
caught you.
me, too.
maybe when we stop invading each others minds we won't need walls - wars.
I'm game, already began, you keep on knocking but you can't come in until you ring-a-ding-a-ding hear the children sing carry om
EXHIBIT G) 10 Sept 20
What's really fucked up about pervasive cut off culture's community standards is that time after time I'm the one left behind expected to apologize for my aPARENT out of line behavior. That's a mother fucker.
EXHIBIT H) 10 Sept 20
long aware that I don't meet community standards around Mother Earth. Fb censoring this mournings post about my profound sadness, how adoptee four times more likely to suicide, not to mention lash out, homicide, flunk out of family, school and society grossly misdiagnosed and mistreated changing for families and nations to their delight. We can't talk about getting-fucked-without-getting-laid around here? Left Behind Standard that began my life abandoned still reigns terror like a under the radar holocaust. I know why toddler - trump - terrorist rage; y/our superior community standards are royally fucked.
EXHIBIT I) 10 Sept 20
gender reveal party that started wildfire is another example of how racism/erase-ism burns. Last Call. Proliferation party is over people.pls quit fucking off thx
EXHIBIT J) 10 Sept 20
ApPARENTly , I'm not REALly at liberty to say much of any thing.
EXHIBIT K) 10 Sept 20
Dignity, Equity, Free Will, Boundaries, Unconditional Love, what is it about writing that draws me away from modern day slavery?
next steps 2020?
Who has where-with-all ASAP this fall to print, bind, mail to me 3 (1 to edit, 1 to share, 1 to keep) environmentally friendly copies of my free ph.d. in tolerance//life worth living/lifelong learning/justice/free will/adoption (all my blogs/websites since 2009)?
adopt a draft, rough and incomplete, kind of like me, adding up to a some what of a smoke stack that in the end might just go to shreds: Gypsy Myth Debunked website and blog, Rromni Ramparts blog, Land of Art Monastery blog, Adoption Spirit Apothecary website.
Gypsy Myth Debunked: Purpose, Dedication, Forward, Contents
“…While the impetus to create a graphic blog might imply to some that I am committed indelibly to the content, rest assured that is not the case, and please kindly approach each blog as a different representations of certain stages of m'thought process as I learn/lead...." m'self away from modern day slavery ![🧚]()
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don't think so hard, pick a card, any card; adopt a draft, rough and incomplete, kind of like me. that's a point. watch it, careful, it's sharp.
2020 Census: unsafe for likes of me, Kale/Mustalainen/Black/FinnishRomany~Gypsy "adopted""free""AmericanUSA". I/we desire inclusion without being raped, burned, assassinated, killing somebody else/self due to racism/slavery, gross misdiagnosis/mistreatment, a great devouring (rape)~O Baro Porrajmos, how Romany refer to the Holocaust, trickling down bloody effects to this day. SO, we earn ph.d. in tolerance from where we hide, sit, lay, stand.
>>---> W.A.I.K.
>>---> http://www.voiceofroma.com
>>---> WHY free Ph.D.? for all the times smart is struck senseless by loss and trauma.
Adoptee Gaslighting 102: "I'm not racist, you just stupid, crazy, jerk."
That's a line from fascist books. If Romany were included in K-12 standards/books-life, we be able to take away that lesson. Adoptee, gypsy, Gypsy, Romany, sometimes the same, other times lots of explaining.
*pls respect my sensitive boundaries by witnessing without inserting yourself like a dick on my wall/space AND stop thinking about me in such a way that allows such dismissive treatment of me, with such lack of equity, dignity, justice thx.
how do you really want to think about and treat your people in the name of.........
how are you more attached to your thinking than people u consider to be crazy, dumb, evil? Careful, that's where Hitler and all the other amygdalas like me fall off the wagon.
How have you been playing fighting spirit as if its adoption spirit?
adoptee changes for nations and families to their delight, yet then 4s more likely to suicide, not to mention, lash out, homicide, overdose, flunk out of school, family, society grossly misdiagnosed/mistreated.
the way u think and act can change that holocaustic stat.
me, too.
we have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; we have received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry: thanks god for helping us all, even the loves cutting us off as a response to our pleas for tolerance and telling us its our own faults. Romans 8:15
>>---> as far as east is from west is how far transgression is removed from us Psalm 103:12 amen awomen om
